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0:00I...0:10hate myself.0:15You really ought to know your own worth.0:18And not only yours, but the people around you.0:21I've gotten through everything alone.0:24While all of you were arguing and consoling each other,0:27and giving pats on the back,0:28I was taking on everything head-on, alone.0:33Why do you think of it that way?0:35As just pity or being nice?0:37I never once thought of you in that way, ever.0:41Somehow your efforts always seem to find a way to play a part in the end.0:45But I don't feel like I can honestly praise you for it.0:50Hikigaya, you know you don't always have to put yourself out there as the enemy in order to help someone else.0:56Even if you're used to hurting, it doesn't have to be like this.0:59It's time you opened your eyes and see that there are people around you who hurt when they see that you're hurting.1:05Everyone has something that important to them and they don want to lose it So they hide and they pretend But the biggest liar of all is me1:21Being hated is the fastest way for me to avoid feeling like that again.1:26I hate the way you choose to do things.1:30If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind.1:35That's why kindness is a lie.1:38I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it.1:42Someone who's been alone for so long doesn't fall for the same truth twice.1:47You always go avoiding the problem like this.1:50So what? Did it cause any problems?1:53Earlier didn't you call this type of superficiality meaningless?2:00You've been doing things like this the whole time.2:04So just stop. Stop sacrificing yourself.2:10So you're saying you're not going to change?2:14Only strong people think it's bad to run away from things.2:18It's not always your own fault though.2:20The world, our society, the people around us.2:23There are plenty of times when someone else is demanding Saying I can change myself is just admitting defeat It only done so one can adapt to this cold cruel world to become its slave2:34That phrase is no more than a pretty way to dress up the fact that you're deceiving yourself.2:38If nobody says something, then how can you understand?2:42Yeah, expecting people to understand without words is delusional.2:53But...2:59But I...3:03I...3:06I just...3:08I don't only want words.3:10There was certainly something that I wanted all along.3:13Not understanding each other, becoming good friends, being together, sharing together, or anything else like that.3:20I don't need to be understood.3:23I want to understand.3:25To understand, to know.3:27I want to know and have peace.3:30I really want something genuine.3:34If we being honest here I didn really understand myself So if we talk about it we understand it better But maybe even then we won understand right And that fine3:48We may never really come to understand it.3:51I mean, I can totally see us not ever being able to get it.3:57So maybe I don't understand after all.4:01But you know, I really...4:04Seriously?4:06I hate the way things are right now?4:13Did you find your genuine something?4:15You don't get much of a chance to redo things in life.4:19If you do a stupid act like this, I'll eventually be lost.4:23And I sit here and think about how I actually had that loss for me.4:34My teen romantic comedy is wrong.4:53As I expected.