Subaru Natsuki — Re:Zero — tismpill

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0:00My name is Subaru Natsuki!0:02Not only am I totally clueless, I'm also broke beyond compare!0:05Nice to meet ya!0:07Everything we've been through...0:09Everything that we've both faced...0:11It all worked out thanks to me, didn't it?!0:14When your insignia was stolen, I saved you from an insane killer in the loot house!0:18I risked my life for you!0:20All because you were important to me!0:22At the mansion, too!0:23It worked out because of what I did!0:25Without me there, things would've been a whole lot worse!0:27All of it, ALL OF IT, ALL OF IT!0:29You are saved because I was there for you! Don't you see? You should have a greater debt to me than you could ever repay!0:39Things I've realized and been forced to realize...0:42All kinds of experiences and choices brought me to the place where I am now.0:46But I've actually had the answer for a really long time.0:51I've made a decision, Rem. Run away with me. As far as we can go.0:57We can go.0:58It won't work.1:00It won't work.1:03You won't work.1:04You'll fail.1:05You can't do it.1:06It's no use.1:07You're all talk.1:08You can't save anyone or be saved.1:10You'll keep doing unreasonable things until you see as many corpses as the number of reckless1:15decisions you made!1:16Mic test.1:17Mic test.1:18One, two, one, two.1:20I'm sure a lot of you wondered what you'd be hearing this time and felt kinda anxious,1:24but you can relax.1:25Because I can promise you this, I'm not a part of the Witch's Cult.1:29Now, I don't want to get your hopes up.1:31The threat of the Witch's Cult hasn't gone away.1:34So their demands and the danger of this whole city being flooded are still very real.1:39You need to know that too.1:41I'm sorry.1:43I know you're all feeling really nervous these days.1:45Here I am, rambling away on a lame broadcast trying to get your hopes up.1:50By now you're probably asking, who does he think he is?1:52To be honest, I'm not anyone or anything at all.1:56Like the rest of you, I'm at the mercy of these things and it feels like it's crushing me.2:00Truth is, I'm so scared my legs are shaking.2:03That's who I am, guys.2:05My name is Subaru Natsuki!2:08And I just risked it all to save your life from a dangerous and heinous villain!2:12I, your rescuer and the one who saved your life!2:15And you are the heroine I saved from the clutches of evil!2:18So wouldn't that mean you should repay me in kind, wouldn't it, huh?2:22Honestly I really blew my high school debut in a big way It was bound to happen though I never had any real relationships up to that point High school wasn gonna be any better And then one day it kinda2:37hit me. I just didn't want to go to school. At all. I ran. As fast as I could. I ran away2:50from them. If I struggled and fought so much only to end up here, then what's the point?2:57There's nothing easy about giving up! Nothing! You think I'm just doing nothing, thinking3:03about nothing, cutting myself off from everything, throwing my entire life away, leaving every3:08last thing I know and care about behind, and that's all it took for me to call it quits?3:13That's a lie! It was never that easy for me! It was so much easier for me to go on thinking3:18that there was something I could do to make a real difference.3:21But I know now that there's nothing I can do.3:24There's no way out, understand?3:26The only path everything leads to is giving up!3:29If I could do something, then I'd do it.3:32I swear that I would.3:34Does my voice sound a little shaky?3:37As I said, public speaking isn't really my thing.3:40Nothing I say sounds too impressive,3:42and I don't exactly have the charisma it takes to lead people.3:46I'm weak, I'm useless, and even right now, the only thing I can think about doing is running away.3:51I have no idea what to do at this point.3:55It sort of feels like I'm at my wit's end.3:57Wish I could just plug up my ears, cover my head, and hide until somebody else comes and fixes things.4:05It's nice to meet you, members of the Council of Elders.4:09My name is Subaru Natsuki, a manservant in Roswell's mansion.4:13And I serve as this candidate's...4:15I mean, Miss Amelia's best night!4:20Oh shit! What do you know?4:22What the hell do you actually know about me, huh?4:25Nothing!4:26I'll tell you what kind of man I really am.4:29I have no strength, but I want it all.4:31I have no knowledge, but all I do is dream.4:33There's nothing I can do, but I struggle in vain like an idiot!4:38I... I hate...4:41I hate myself!4:43All I do is talk a big game and make myself sound like a big shot when I can't do anything!4:48I never do anything, yet I complain with the best of them like it's my job or something!4:52Who the hell do I think I am?!4:54I a fraud It amazing that I can live like this and not feel ashamed You know I right I an empty shell There nothing inside me at all I know there isn5:06Guess that's obvious...5:08Anybody could see that...5:10Before I came to this place,5:12before I got into the situation that led me to all of you,5:14do you have any idea what I did with my life?5:18I did nothing, that's what...5:20But somehow, no matter how pathetic I was,5:23You and mom just treated me the same way, like it didn't make any difference.5:28I think that's what scared me most of all.5:31I wanted you to say, I don't love you, or I can't stand you, or maybe even, you are not my son.5:40I've never done a single thing worth mentioning.5:44I had all that time and freedom, but I just squandered it away on nothing.5:47I could have done anything with my life, but I never did a damn thing.5:50And what you're looking at now is the result.5:52this cowardly, weak, worthless crybaby!5:55All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence,5:58is the product of my rotten, empathetic character.6:01Wanting to accomplish something important when I've never done anything to earn it6:05goes way beyond the limitations of arrogance.6:08The cost of my lifetime of laziness and all the wasteful habits I forged along the way6:12just ends up killing both you and me.6:18I've known it since the very beginning.6:20Everything that was happening was my fault.6:23I'm the lowest of the low.6:26I absolutely hate myself.6:32You heard what I said.6:34I did find a girl that I like.6:36Actually, there's another girl who said she loves me, despite all of the flaws that I have.6:43And neither one of them has any idea that I'm the son of Kenichi Natsuki.6:46In their eyes, I'm just Subaru Natsuki.6:50Nothing more, nothing less.6:52No, in all of their eyes.6:56Just Subaru Natsuki.6:59I guess I finally figured that out.7:01I may be weak, stupid, and scary looking, and as I'm sure you've noticed, I'm pretty dense.7:06But I never let that stop me.7:08I still live my life expecting others to take care of things for me when I can't handle it.7:12We can just lean on each other as we move forward.7:15My name's Suvaru Natsuki!7:17And I am the Knight of Emilia, the silver-haired half-elf.7:21But I can't run away, and that's why I'm gonna fight.7:24Because that really all there is to me Knowing the whole town listening I still curious about where you hearing my voice Did you make it to a shelter Are you hiding in your own home7:36You're not trembling with fear all alone, are you?7:39Do you have someone there?7:41Are those who you're with important to you?7:44Even if they're strangers,7:46have you gotten to know them just a little better?7:49I thought about all sorts of cool things to say to you,7:52Like I was gonna stop you from ever feeling lonely again.7:56But honestly, each one just sounded more contrived than the next.8:00You don't need me to try and rescue you.8:03In fact, I'm pretty sure you don't need my help at all.8:06Which means saying I'd save you or help you out wasn't enough.8:09Not by a long shot.8:11Yeah.8:12You can count on me, Dad.8:16Listen up!8:17My name is Subaru Natsuki, son of Kenichi Natsuki.8:20I can do anything, and I WILL do anything!8:24Cause your son's just that awesome!8:27It might sound like a selfish thing for me to ask, and I understand that.8:31But please, don't end up all by yourself.8:34When you're alone, sometimes your head fills up with senseless thoughts.8:38Trust me, I know.8:40So please, don't isolate yourself.8:43It's really important that you stay with somebody.8:46And, uh...8:47I don't really have any strength, so I can't be of much help to you.8:52But I don't want to leave you all alone, which means I've only got one choice now.8:56And that's to just hang on tight and keep begging.8:59I need your help.9:01So please say that you'll take my hand.9:04And if it's okay, look at the face of whoever's there with you right now.9:10Whose face were you just looking at?9:12Someone precious?9:14Or is it a stranger that you've only spent a short amount of time with?9:17They probably look miserable, and they might even be holding back tears.9:23But I doubt anyone smiling.9:26Can we really stand for that?9:28These feelings.9:30These curses.9:31If you believe they're things that can never change, then we're just gonna have to pound the truth into you!9:37My name is Subaru Natsuki.9:39I am the Knight of Amelia, who's the silver-haired half-elf.9:43And now watch me.9:45You get a front row seat.9:47You'll see the man you fell in love with.9:53Become the most awesome hero you and the rest of this world have ever known!9:57Let's try and make enough memories to last a lifetime.10:00One where you can finally say you've had fun.10:02Take back those empty 400 years you've had with interest,10:06because you definitely deserve it.10:08I have people I also care about.10:10They mean the world to me.10:12And I can't stand to see them unhappy,10:14so I won't look the other way10:16or forgive anyone who'd make them feel so awful.10:18To hell with that!10:20On no one but me, Subaru Natsuki.10:22Forget about this torch you're carrying10:25for some stranger you wouldn't even recognize in the first place.10:27It's as simple as this.10:29What those guys are doing is wrong. Making the people I love feel like crying is wrong!10:34And they need to be stopped!10:36So I'm gonna fight them!10:38And I want each of you to fight too.10:41Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying to grab weapons and start swinging.10:45I just need everybody who's listening to me right now to stop casting your gazes downward.10:50Instead of fearing a goodbye that might or might not happen, live with me through a guaranteed lifetime of tomorrows.10:57You'll never be bored.10:59I'm pretty weak, which means I can be a handful.11:01And as caring as I know you are,11:03you'll stay busy looking after me.11:05I'll keep you so occupied, you won't ever have time11:07to think about being sad or lonely Staring at your feet all the time isn gonna change anything So instead you ought to lift up your heads and start looking forward My name is Subaru Natsuki11:21Emilia, I am your knight.11:25Yours and yours alone.11:27You can all help me prove something.11:29You heard me say I'm weak and useless, but I still don't want to give up.11:33Prove to me that I'm not the only wimp in this city who doesn't know when to give up!11:39Mora, am I the only one?11:47Am I the only one who thinks we can still keep going after what we've gone through?11:51And we can still fight?11:54You're not.12:00Not, am I?12:02No!12:02You guys are still fighting too, right?12:04And you won't let weakness take over, will you?12:09Someday you'll look back at all the moments spent with me and think to yourself,12:14Subaru Natsuki was a guy so memorable that even after an eternity I still can't forget him.12:18If the person next to you is someone special, take their hand and show them you believe.12:23If a stranger next to you then nod to one another and agree you be fighting together I want you both to believe you will never give in only stopping when you won the day If you stay with me and don back down I keep going and never surrender12:38I'll fight!12:40I'll fight and I'm gonna win this thing!12:43My name is Subaru Natsuki!12:44Not only am I totally clueless, I'm also broke beyond compare!12:47My name is Subaru Natsuki!12:51And I serve as this candidate's...12:53I mean, Miss Amelia's best knight!12:56My name's Subaru Natsuki!12:58And I am the Knight of Amelia, the silver-haired half-elf!13:02My name is Subaru Natsuki, son of Kenichi Natsuki!13:07I am the Knight of Amelia, who's the silver-haired half-elf!13:15I'm the spirit user who took down the ruthless Sin Archbishop of Sloth!13:19My buddies and I will take care of the witch's cult.13:22So I'm gonna need each one of you to have faith and fight.13:26Hold on to the ones you care about,13:28and kick that weak heart that lost the hope right out of here!13:31And then, after you've done that,13:34you can leave everything else to me!13:44I care for all of you Every one of you means the world to me13:48I tried so hard.13:50I couldn't get things to work out!14:00Because I love you, Amelia.14:07I've never, ever been able to say it to anyone!14:22Amelia's behind me, and you're beside me.14:26This is the strongest I've ever felt in my whole life!14:37Despite how things actually started, it's not like they're the same now, right?14:42What happens in the beginning or the middle isn't what really matters.14:52It's the end that counts.
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